"those sayings were never really true, what doesn't kill you doesn't always make you stronger. what doesn't kill you can leave you blind, deaf or even crippled for the rest of your life and then how can you come out stronger after that?"
-Anonymous
Well the last...3 weeks? have been really really good. but this last week was the best because so many wierd things happened. this is gunna sound corny but like everyday was like a lesson for me. today was the most important thoughh.
i had a really good day cuz i finally just took nothing too seriously and people were wondering what was wronq with me (cuz i guess its strange for me to be giggly and happy). and then me and ashley got to be there for our friend who was having trouble :] and it was nice because i dont really get to hang wiff her much now but it was nice to feel like i could still help her out. then we hung out at skewl and mr allen was being sucha dorkk wiff the trashcans and tryna be superman(long story) and we stayed till 5:00 then went to go get pizza, then florii and nina left and me kay and ashley went back to our trains. then me and ash finally got home mad late and changed for churchh. then afterr we went out to get pizza agen (i eat it like 7 times a day and still stay skinny, isnt that sad?) and it was so funny cuz we were talking bout racism and stuff. then we ended up separating into groups. it was me, gunther, jazzy and jamillaa who were in the NOTTT puerto rican group and ashley and angel in the puerto rican group :P and gunther didnt wanna be pink(another long story) but he ended up having to be when i tricked him into singing taylor swiftt. and then we were like screaming mad loudd in the mad quiet lonely part of hellz kitchen so it was scary...then we finally made it to 9th ave and we was all still singing and screaming, but ashley missed "forever and always". then gunther wasn't letting ashley hug me gudbye cuz shes not un-puerto rican like us. lmaoo ?
but anywayszz the point of this long story is that i had a really bad 08 cuza last year and 09 is MUCH better :] also, i think things are changing for the better and i cant wait to see how the rest of this year goes :] & also people having been telling me "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" and that is SO not true, as written in the quote abovee. i dont get why people say that. what doesnt kill you can seriously fuck you up and even ruin your life. so no assholes, what doesnt kill you DOESNT always make you stronger so stop saying that :] ALSO i figured out lying can be a good thing sometimes, and NO thast doesnt mean lying to a piont where you take someones heart and rip it all up and stomp all over it. *cough*pengy*cough* like little lies. because it turns out if you dont lie there'll always be someone mad at you...
but anywayszz the point of this long story is that i had a really bad 08 cuza last year and 09 is MUCH better :] also, i think things are changing for the better and i cant wait to see how the rest of this year goes :] & also people having been telling me "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" and that is SO not true, as written in the quote abovee. i dont get why people say that. what doesnt kill you can seriously fuck you up and even ruin your life. so no assholes, what doesnt kill you DOESNT always make you stronger so stop saying that :] ALSO i figured out lying can be a good thing sometimes, and NO thast doesnt mean lying to a piont where you take someones heart and rip it all up and stomp all over it. *cough*pengy*cough* like little lies. because it turns out if you dont lie there'll always be someone mad at you...
and also lately i felt like i got no one to talk to and i been having a rough time but i realizeddd that i always have the one person i could trust no matter how far away.
;;*my gaurdian angel :] ;;*
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