this world is cruel, and the only morality in a cruel world, is chance.
-harvey dent [a.k.a harvey two face]
most of the people who have known me since i was like 10 (melissa, genesis, nancy, briana, marijke, etc.] know how much of a dreamer i used to be. you know, like make wishes, 11:11, shooting stars, blah blah blah. but i was reading back in my diary and it sounded like the world is a perfect place, like there was nothing horrible happening or able to happen but life is not like that
this world is fucked up, its wrong, its unfair. so many people say that "things happen for a reason" or "the past is in the past". but thats not truee. things happen because of fate and randomly. it all depends on where yuh are who yuhr with and wuht yuhr doin. people lie, people cheat. life is unfair, yet everybody believes that it will work out in the end. and i really wish it was like that. you have to make YOUR OWN luck in this world, and MAKE your own dreams come true. or its NEVER gunna happen. thats why they say that the good people finish last, meanwhile the cheaters, liars, killers, and other people get exactly what they want and i know its fucked up, its REAL messed up but its TRUE.
Life just HAPPENS. theres no more good and bad anymore, theres just those who do what they have to do and those who are too pussy ass to do just that. so ima do me, and the rest and the world can do yuh, cuz for a 14 year old i go thro too much =/
&+ people still dont understand why i do it.
