"You don't have to be tough every minute of every day.It's okay to let down your guard.In fact, there's moments when it'sthe best thing you could possibly do -as long as you choose those moments wisely."
well this is a special circumstance because i have have a really bad week. nothing bad happened i just felt like i was missing something. i wish i had somebody to talk to, i used to have mikey but not anymore. it just sucks cause i been tryna get something off my chest but no one listens and then once i start most people start talking about themselves. thats just how human nature is though, people dont mean to, but ourselves mean more then others. Well today was the most un-icy day of all cause i felt like everyone was being really....off. like yu know those back-handed remarks that say one thing, but mean another. Today felt like a million of those, all clustered together. OMG and history was wackk because ms. marcus seating chart has put me in the most akward position ever :[
and another more important thing is that i been thinking bout my brother alot lately, and i dont really tell no one bout this cause most people think im messing around, but i used to have a brother, he was my twin and he died. i was just wondering what it would have been like if he had lived and i hadnt (not to sound emo or anything) but i was just thinking bout it. it was a 50/50 chance and i made it, not him. my parents must have been so disapionted too, cause they had always wanted a boy and they got 3 girls. i think he wuda been nice though, and smart. i cant imagine another me though, it wuda been cool to have a twin bro tho, we prolly wudnt have anything in common.
and another more important thing is that i been thinking bout my brother alot lately, and i dont really tell no one bout this cause most people think im messing around, but i used to have a brother, he was my twin and he died. i was just wondering what it would have been like if he had lived and i hadnt (not to sound emo or anything) but i was just thinking bout it. it was a 50/50 chance and i made it, not him. my parents must have been so disapionted too, cause they had always wanted a boy and they got 3 girls. i think he wuda been nice though, and smart. i cant imagine another me though, it wuda been cool to have a twin bro tho, we prolly wudnt have anything in common.
bleh theres more but its too personal for a blog, thats why i got a diary. so talk to you later bloggy, or write to you later i guess... :]
msy.cnt. :]
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